its a crazy life, but i'm alright

wow. can you say long time no see! i haven't been on here in so long. but i have a good reason...work!
i started working full time in the toddler class at a preschool and i love it. i have 7 kids and they are my entire life. i love them so much. i have one little girl that comes all 5 days. she's my baby. i know i'm not supposed to play favorites but she's different. her dad calls me her 2nd mother. he says she's never attached to someone so fast. but i love all my children. i don't ever want them to leave my class. this new job is my life and these kids are my world. they've changed my everything....

the main reason for the random post.... remember the last post...wanting to be free and fly away....i feel it. now finally. more than ever before. possibly not completely what i want but its definitely a start. you know that feeling dogs get with their head out the window. yeah i feel it too. we were stringing Christmas lights outside today and with the beauty and magic of Christmas i felt the wind blow on my face and through my hair and i knew i was finally where i needed to be.
i recently quit one of my jobs. it wasn't like when i first started...it wasn't something i enjoyed doing and i knew i had to end it. find something else, something more meaningful. but my life has changed so much. and its made me feel so different....so much happier. Along with having 7 beautiful children to make my life a whole lot sweeter, i finally have a few days to relax and live my own life, and my girlfriend....well we broke up. i think its good for me. yeah i love her, i always have and always will, but something wasn't right with us...with me. either way, i feel like a whole new person. cliche i know. but life is good :)