i wanna fly, i wanna drive, i wanna go, i wanna be a part of something i don't know

Sugarland- Fly Away
"oh i swear this town gets smaller everyday, and i'm waiting for my chance. i'm gonna break away. i'm so sick and tired of being told what's good for me. people got lots of ideas, of who i'm supposed to be........i wanna sleep under a different piece of sky, i wanna live a little bit before i die...."

this song means a lot to me. i want so badly to fly away. to go somewhere else and not have to worry about all that is bothering me here. and like the title "i wanna fly, i wanna drive, i wanna go, i wanna be a part of something i don't know" i feel held back here. and right now....nothing seems to be going the way i need it to. my whole world is falling apart and i don't know what i did to make it this way.

lets start with my dreams...."they say we dream because we're trying to tell ourselves something" i've been dreaming lately about tornadoes and when i looked it up i found this about tornadoes and it really fits everything that i've been wanting for a long time..."a less common interpretation of a tornado comes from the Wizard of Oz. In that story, the tornado is the portal of another world, carrying Dorthy far away from her Kansas home and off into the Land of Oz. If you associated strongly with that story as a child, ask yourself if you are wishing you too could be carried away by the tornado that appears in your dream. Alternatively ask yourself if you are getting carried away with your thoughts or fantasies. Remember, as much as Dorothy desired escape, she realized that happiness was in her own backyard!"
that fits what i've been saying all along! i just want to get away from all my problems and go somewhere where life is good. i need to leave everything behind for a while and figure out me....i need a break from girls and boys and the kids at work and school and my family and everything else thats been on my mind lately....